Sometimes it’s no use worrying yourself over certain things as it is not your fault or cause. The people trying to help you are the ones to blame, since they know what they are doing.
Imagine Job of the Bible going through the turmoil. Satan and God knew what they were doing to him, but here was Job questioning himself and God, and not so much of – the questions directed to – his friends.
At the end of the day, who are we? Let’s just leave everything to fate, as God or Satan deems it/them.